I Guess I’m Still Fat

So like, there’s the thing. Life has a funny way of throwing you for loops. And I mean, LOOPS. Loops that you just keep spinning around and around on and can’t get off of, like a sick rollercoaster or spinny cups. I was doing so good before. So on track, so gung ho about losing…

Podcast Ep. 1 – I Just Want to be Enough

There’s gotta be more out there for me. I have got to be enough for myself. Join me on my first really recorded, super vulnerable, super open glimpse into my body image issues and blahblahblah.

Uh, you there?

I know what you’re thinking. It’s been like three weeks since I posted last. Three weeks of missing witty remarks and banter, weigh ins etc. I have slacked a lot. I’ve also been dealing with..well? A lot. I’m not going to go into the nitty-gritty, just know that I’m sorry and struggling. I’ve been debating…

Weigh In – May 17

My heart is racing. I just finished measuring my entire body and I’m just like….¬†What. I purposely didn’t look at my last month’s measurements. I just wanted a blank template that I could write my stats in, cry at the numbers and wonder, “Did I lose ANYTHING?!” I keep sitting here thinking about if I…

Burger Guilt

I think there comes a time in anyone who is trying to lose weight when they get this moment of pure guilt for eating something. It always comes at the end of the day when you’re staring at your calorie intake and the numbers aren’t their regular green, but glaring bright red. It’s like the…

Crab Pants

I stole something from an ex once. A piece of clothing that didn’t fit him anymore. A simple pair of light blue boxers with the most adorable crabs on it. Crab pants. He didn’t fit them, want them, was going to toss them, but I saved them knowing I’d slide my cute little buns into…